Skip to main content

Palimpsest

I used to write a lot of poetry.  Over the past few years my writing has mostly been prose, a mix of creative non-fiction and fiction.  Once in a while, however, poetry can be used to say what prose cannot.

I found an old notebook that had old material in it.  The old material was embarrassing, and in pencil, so I decided to erase it.  In the process I realized I was creating a palimpsest.  A palimpsest is a document that has been erased so the paper can be reused for a new project.

This seemed to cry out for poetry.  Erasing my life so that I could reuse it.  Recycling myself.  I began to write short poems over the older work.  My palimpsest.

Maybe I had been bottling it up, because the poetry kept flowing.  It felt like a day of a thousand poems.  The reality was more like a dozen, but that’s a lot of poetry for one time.  Instead of intentionally crafting poems like some writers do (notably Poe was meticulous in his crafting), I write spontaneously.  



My poems come to me line-by-line.  Often they come unbidden.  This makes for a difficult time when someone has to be working all the time.  I can’t know when a poem will come.  Sometimes inspiration has to be put on hold so that I can get my work done.

Poetry doesn’t have to belong to the leisured class, although it would certainly be helpful to be as wealthy as Lord Byron so that one might indulge when the mood strikes.  We are likely beyond the days when one might acquire wealth for poetry.  It’s hard enough to find any publishers at all.


As a society, we are a palimpsest.  We erase that which has made us great in order to put new material down.  I miss the day of a thousand poems.

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Dusty

  My, this thing is dusty.   My fans—hi, Mom!—perhaps believe me to have perished in the pandemic.   No, it was nonfiction’s fault. Since the pandemic began I’ve had two nonfiction books published and have written a third.   With a nine-to-five job something’s got to give.   Unfortunately it’s been fiction. Well, the groundhog didn’t see his shadow yesterday, so it must be safe to come out.   I shuffled away the rejection notes and began submitting again.   I’ve got a backlog of weird stories and maybe some new publishers have emerged? The thing is, don’t you just hate it when you’re in the mood to submit and some lit journal has its window for submissions firmly shut?   My last story, “ The Hput, ” was published about three years ago.   Oh, I’ve submitted since then, but with no traction.   Well, it is winter. I’ve got a lot of stories lined up.   I’ve been sending them out again, dreaming of making a dime at what I love doing best...

Creative Righting

  Rejection of my writing is a rejection of my imaginative world.   That’s why I was cheered by the acceptance of one of my stories this week.   That makes number 31. I’ve been working on a lot of fiction lately, even as nonfiction book number 6 is going to press.   The ideas are still there, and bizarre as ever, but publishing venues just aren’t welcoming. The other day I had lunch with a professor whose wife is also a professor.   She just had her first novel published, and so he pointed me to her indie publisher.   I went to their website to learn that they’re closed to submissions.   I have to admit that my latest accepted story, “Creative Writing Club,” was probably given the green light because I know the editor.   That seems like a pretty dicey way to get any notice, doesn’t it?   You have to know the right people even in the low circulation world. My fiction is difficult to classify.   It’s got speculative elements to it.   ...

Creativity

  Maybe you’ve noticed this too.   When you step away from fiction writing for a while, your creativity becomes flaccid.   I’ve had to step away from this blog for a while because I was writing my sixth nonfiction book.   God, I’ve missed fiction! Now that I’ve entered that phase of waiting for publishers to respond, I’ve turned my limited writing time back to fiction.   I submitted a couple of stories this week and am waiting to hear about those as well.   When you’re a writer, waiting is a way of life. Opening my software where I store my fiction stories, I was amazed by how many I found.   Some of them are bad—so bad that they’ll never (rightfully) be published.   Some are surprisingly good and have been sitting around while I finished up my nonfic. The vast majority, however, are unfinished.   Some years back I realized that when I’m writing in the heat of inspiration but don’t have time to finish a story that I need to write down where I...